I’ve been feeling it a lot more lately. The feeling of tension, fight or flight, despair, and a jumble of other emotions have hit over the holidays far too many times to count. Driving in my own car to work has been fine, but when I’m with my family, I’m a mess. I’m hoping that […]

2019 is finishing up, and I think about things I’d like to try to do in 2020. Try a drawing Make some music Put together another Gundam model Write some more All of these sound pretty typical “What the hell are you doing?” type of things. I’m not a creative person. When I was younger […]

I bought a new laptop for school. It’ll also handle some games as well, but mainly it is for the final 5 classes of my college career and also to handle sitting and typing at my work table upstairs. I’m pretty pleased with it as I bought it a couple of weeks during Black Friday. […]

The year is finishing off with me being depressed and doing what probably everyone else is doing – making plans on how to make the next year better. It’s how it has to be though. This year started out pretty well, with many plans that were going to go great. Things did not work out […]

No one is really reading this, but I’m going to post anyway. A lot but not a lot has been happening this year. Let me explain. This year started out ok, thinking things were going to be pretty good, I was going to keep going to school, work on getting my debt down, work on […]

Apeil has rolled around and I haven’t said a thing. I don’t know what to do with this dpace anymore, but I don’t want to close it down. There’s got to be something I can do with it that I can put to good use here. I’ll come back to it soon when I can […]